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I wrote this at the office today but i can not open LJ from work computers. So, i am posting it now.


I am at work and got so bored in this beautiful Saturday. Listening this joyful song and writing this.

***We work in 2 groups on Saturdays. And normally i need to be off this week but i need take next week instead of this week, so i am working today instead of next week. Because my university bff is getting married next weekend. I wasn't going to go but girls at the office told me that it might be a good break for me and the boy told me that if his buddy won't go to his wedding etc. he would be sad, that's why i should go. Plus, i haven't seen my friend for a long time. I convinced my best collegue to come with me. We will take the road on Thursday night. We will arrive at Bergama in the morning. We are planning to have breakfast first and then go to the little cute pension we booked, rest and get ready for the night of henna. Normally the wedding will take place in another city on Sunday but i can't be able to be there on Sunday since i need to be here at the office on Monday. It will be so tiring for me if i go. So, i will just go to her henna night.

I am so excited. We will be sure that we will be had fun so much. Actually, i will do this road trip thing for myself more than my friend. I want to be away from everything. I even went shopping. I bought myself a black pencil skirt kind of something but not that long. I don't know if you named it in English actually, sorry. I am planning to wear black low-cut basic tshirt with big black-silver necklace which covers my cleavage area. And i will wear my make-up black on my eyes and claret red on my lips. This should be fine i guess. My lips and big necklace will do the sexy magic.

***I finished reading Shatter Me series by Taherah Mafi. Started childish at first book. Continued improving at character base but ended so quick. I was like "And??" . I don't like when a book ended like this. While i was looking around on Goodreads; i saw Kevin Smith's books. I found and read first chapter of Tough Shit: Life Advice from a Fat, Lazy, Slob Who Did Good. It was good. So i will continue reading it.

***I am so sick of my weight&metabolism problems. I normally don't care about my weight so much. I am not obsessed with it. I accepted my fate a long time ago. Yes, it is hard to listen stupid people talk about your weight or their own weight problems without knowing where their words are going sometimes. But after 5 minutes pass, i forget about them & continue my life. I just am sick of always trying to lose weight and all the struggle. I feel tired of it sometimes. And just to help me lose weight, I started to use fat burner. Not pills, it is a beverage that you need to drink 20-30min before cardio. I drunk it 2-3 times before while i was taking Zumba classes months ago. And it helped back then. And i didn't gain the weight back that quick which i lost with its help. I drunk the first little bottle yesterday for the first time with cardio and it really helped a lot. I burned calories more than normal, i run easier than normal, i was not out of breath that quick and i didn't get tired. But i didn't push myself so much anyway because i didn't know what might be the side effect to my body. I didn't want to die because of any supplement like we always see/read on the news.

I guess that's it for now *waves*
Current Location: Turkey, Istanbul
Current Mood: excitedexcited
Current Music: Fito Blanko - Meneo